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Well, I have decided to make this blog for several reasons. First I have so many things on my mind, second I wanted a place to vent that is totally anonymous, third maybe posting about some of my thoughts and ideas will help me to take action on them. I don't know if anyone will ever read this blog, since my intention is for this whole thing to be a secret from family and friends. However the idea that every now and then someone will happen along this blog and make a comment or two, that is honest even if it is rude is very intriguing to me. See when you are surrounded by people that love you, they tend to sugar coat things. Now you wouldn't want the people you love and care about to say nasty things to you, but at the same time it's hard to know what the 'truth' about matters are.
Let me tell you a few things about me. I am a thirty something woman, although at times my heart feels 15 and my body feels 80. I have kids, yet as I age my tolerance for kids becomes less. I am happily married, yet sometimes feel like the marriage is doomed. I do not work out of the home, yet sometimes I am away from my home for a week at a time. I am an online college student close to graduation, yet sooooo far away. I have health issues, that sometimes hold me back, yet will never hold me down. I rarely finish things I start, but often finish things others start. I'm pretty even tempered although at times my temper flares. My likes and dislikes seem to change alot, yet my values seem pretty constant. I'm lazy, yet my drive is high. As you can tell sometimes I'm firm, yet other times I'm very wishy-washy. I set goals that I never meet, yet meet goals I never set. I'm perfectly sane, yet my insanity drives people crazy. Often I am happy and content, and often I am depressed and discontent. I'm your average Jane, and married to the average Joe. I am the superstar you know, and married to the superstar you'd like to know. I am all of these things, yet master of none!
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Hi I love your introduction. Welocme to the world of blogging I am sure you will enjoy it and venting can be very healthy and helpful. It can get discouraging at times as well as sometimes what you feel and write dont come across the way you mean them to. But many are friendly and adults in this cyper blog world so it doesnt happen alot. Dont let what others feel discourage you though. I look forward to reading many more posts from you.
ReplyDeleteI totally understand the wish to stay anonymous and have a place to really speak your mind. The more I blog, the more I use it as a way to sort things out, to vent, and to express my opinions. I hope you find as much joy in blogging as I do. Oh, and welcome. :)
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Thank ya cookie for the compliment on my intro. I worked hard on it. It's very hard to describe myself, especially when it seems one day i am one way, the next i'm the exact opposite.
ReplyDeleteIt's nice to catch up with you again, and i look forward to getting to know you all over again.
Hiya Butterfly, it's great to meet you,i find your blog fascinating as well btw. I love to read what you go through. Seeing as how I have had an interest in Master/Slave relationships, and have time and time again have thought it's something i'd like. At the same time,I'm a very headstrong lady, and not sure I'd make a good submissive :P
It all goes back to my intro.. one min i'm very submissive, the next very dominate. I like to have my way very often, yet I like others to make decisions for me... ahhh what's a girl to do...lol